The "Kaaang" has penned another letter from the Arkansas slammer. And in this one, he seems to be feeling more broken down by his situation than usual. At least, that's what he says.
Read on for TIP's letter about feeling like this is the ass whoopin' of his lifetime when you read on...
This experience is truly a pain I have never felt before and that's saying a lot for a nigga who's been down locked up as many times as I have. I see this as a real ass whoopin'. The kind you don't just go back outside to play afterwards. You take ya ass to bed and don't come out of your room until it's time to go to school. I don' t know what effect this will have on my life moving forward but I'm certainly sick and mother f*cking tired of going to jail, juve, prison, the pen, correctional facilities or whatever else you want to call it. I'd have been better off doing a 5-10 year bid one time than going in time and time again for days, weeks and months for the last 15 years of my life. Even though it's been a long road, I'm still standing, barely but nevertheless still standing. At one time I thought my motivation for continuing was for my fans, my partna Philant, my pops, my grandmama, even for the haters or the people I let down. But nah... I got to do this shit for me!!! I'll be God damned if I've come all this way and made it through so much hell to let it go down like this! F*ck that! If an hour in the dark is worth a second in the sun then pass me my mother f*ckin' shades cause I'm ready to cash my darkest hours in...ASAP!!! A lot of folks had fathers or father figures in the house to raise them into manhood. I'm not trying to make any excuses for my situation but my father was a hustler that lived in New York. My uncle was a local big time dope boy turned 10 year federal inmate. My mother and grandparents did the best they could but I found my manhood in the trap and in prison systems. But I found it. And nan one of mine will ever have to feel the cold tight grip of a handcuff or grace the presence of a jail cell if I can help it. Over my dead body! So if you can't respect that you ain't rocking with my movement then Fuck you dog! I know a bunch of mother f*ckers who are.....
Basically he says he would have rather done a 5-10 year bid all at once than to go in and out of prison over the last 15 years of his life. He's "tired of going to prison." He says he's in his darkest hours and knows he did something stupid, and he says he learned that bad behavor from his dope boy father and uncle. He also promised to never allow his sons to find their "manhood" from the trap or jail like he had to do. Oh, and he despises being in jail. He's ready to "change".
Time will tell. But he's still got a long while to go...
Source: http://theybf.com/2010/11/19/ti-pens-3rd-letter-from-jail-speaks-on-hating-the-slammer
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